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Cine și-ar fi imaginat vreodată că ceea ce este exotic nu ne sperie, ci ne exaltează? Cu siguranță că nu eu, altfel aș fi știut imediat care este cauza suferinței mele. Nu obișnuiesc să mint, dar când o fac, gândesc atemporal înaintea tutoror efectelor pe care minciuna s-ar putea să le aibă. Astfel încât, nu am încercat niciodată să relatez ceva imposibil de digerat de o minte omenească. Cu atât mai puțin să mă plâng de incapacitatea de a comunica. Mi-am pierdut cuvintele undeva între momentul î

After joggling with feelings, you would think that one can only loose. Some of those who do that, get away with it, until they destroy strong characters . So they have nothing to loose actually. Their aim in this world is to wreck what's left of a good soul. That's what happened to me. And i have never been more happy that it did. It made me open my eyes and see that in the equation I was the only one loosing my patience and my soul. One person cannot mess up with another under the pretext of love. There can't be love in her drops of blood, there can't be love in her bruises or her sleepless nights. There is a different power as manipulation

Lately I have been trying to put my life on it's right path. I have been working at my behavior, taking things slowly and thinking only about the others around me, about their needs, about the way they want me to be. After days and days of struggling, I found out that my aim was impossible. You cannot be what others want you to, but at least you can try, and along with that process comes the solution of it all. In theory, that sounds perfect. In real life, it's harder than breathing. At some points I feel like I am loosing it. I feel this big pain in my chest and it won't  go away. The voice of my thoughts is actually choking inside of my l